This line from the song in the film ‘Pyaasa’ fits my plight
perfectly. I seem to have perfected this uncanny knack of loosing friends one
after the other. No matter how hard I try, all my good friends have evaporated
from my life like the water on a sunny highway. They gradually fade away from
my life very much like the silhouette of the person on a foggy wintry morning
does when he decides to accelerate and move ahead after walking some distance
besides you.
It’s amazing how fast I tend to loose touch with good
friends. I seem to do it with unprecedented perfection. Friends whose
friendships I had cherished have all gone away from my life one by one. It’s
not that I part with friends on an unfriendly note. They just seem to dwindle
into the thin air after some time. It is not that I do not make efforts to
retain them. They just seem to grow indifferent or move to a distant land and
then grow light years apart or vanish into some other galaxy.
I end up making new friends only to loose them one fine
day. I make new friends in the anticipation that they will stay only to meet
with the disappointment of loosing them some day. History keeps repeating
itself. Some new friends have already gone, some have begun to drift apart,
some will in the near future….The lines just keep coming back to me, “Bichide sabhi baari baari…”
